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Beautiful Scars

by Emmeline

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1.
Down 04:36
There's one light left on this dead-end street Just flickering in the summer heat It's casting creepy shadows on the wall About ten miles back, you floored the gas Now, you can't stop and you can't crash Rock bottom's never really there at all If you want, we could keep on going down And I swear that fear of falling will keep your feet right on the ground CHORUS Oh, I've been looking for something Don't know what I lost just yet, but I'll know when it's found Oh, I've been reaching for nothing Like it could be everything, but nothing's bringing me down There's one drop left in this paper cup Just enough caffeine to press our luck It seems like we've been wide awake for days The eyeballs ache, but the lids are numb Bright spots from staring at the sun So you can't see the tears run down your face If you want, we could cry this whole thing out Turn hurt into an ocean and try like hell not to drown CHORUS Oh, I've been looking for something Don't know what I lost just yet, but I'll know when it's found Oh, I've been reaching for nothing Like it could be everything, but nothing's bringing me down If you want, we could turn this car around It's a little too late to break now, honey But I'd figure it out I'd go back with you And make it right this time around, 'cause CHORUS Oh, I've been looking for something Don't know what I lost just yet, but I'll know when it's found Oh, I've been reaching for nothing Like it could be everything, but nothing's bringing me down
2.
Siberia 06:29
I can erase my heart from my face My need from my pace My hope from your name And I can control the strength of my bones The weight in my tone Your place in my home I'm a concrete temple built with stone cold walls But I dropped my drawbridge just so you could cross Now I'm in pieces of rocks Still bleeding mortar and dust And you're fine Yeah, you're fine CHORUS I used to think I was colder than anyone I used to think you were the light in my dark But now I know I'm just a winter day in Texas And you are the heart of Siberia You sang to me; we traded harmonies Chromatic honesty I gave you everything Your voice fell like velvet on sandpaper skin And your eyes were a sea I was drowning in Now, I wake every night Gasping for air and on fire And you're fine Yeah, you're fine CHORUS I used to think I was colder than anyone I used to think you were the light in my dark But now I know I'm just a winter day in Texas And you are the heart of Siberia You froze me out with a smile, then you hugged me goodbye And your gracious autonomy taught me how to cry 'Cause I still love the man that I hoped you would be But I guess the stranger you are never stops to think of me Like a gentle drop of rain Or a touch of the wind I'm just something you felt for a second Never something you'll miss CHORUS I used to think I was colder than anyone I used to think you were the light in my dark But now I know I'm just a winter day in Texas And you are the heart of Siberia
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One night, two lights Three pairs of shoes by the door I'm so tired of lies No face to save anymore I've got a mess of wrinkles deepening every day I'd call 'em laugh lines, but I can't remember The last time you smiled my way One left, two rights Three steps that lead straight ahead Well, I can't take strides without your voice echoing I've got a mess of your words rolling around in my head A soft refrain I've been ignoring Sadness no other song seems to mend CHORUS It's a long road we've been traveling down But lately, ever step just seems to burn ground We set the world on fire, but flames flicker out And I need you to be happy more than I need you now It won't be easy, but I'm going to let you leave Like one, two, three One night, two stars Three wishes whispered at dusk I prayed so hard For just an ounce of the luck We'd need to keep moving forward without suffering But prayers are answered in unexpected ways, so I'll have to believe That this is what we need CHORUS It's a long road we've been traveling down But lately, ever step just seems to burn ground We set the world on fire, but flames flicker out And I need you to be happy more than I need you now It won't be easy, but I'm going to let you leave Like one, two, three And I hope the sun shines wherever you're going And I hope that you reap every fortune you've sown And if you should look back, I hope that you'll do it with pride Remember when you were the very best thing in my life We set the world on fire, but flames flicker out And I want us to be something more than I burned down It's a long road we've been traveling down But lately, ever step just seems to burn ground We set the world on fire, but flames flicker out And I need you to be happy more than I need you now It won't be easy, but I'm going to let you leave Yeah, I'm going to let you breathe And it's a long road yet, but I'll navigate And every step with burn like a phoenix in flame I'll set the world on fire; you'll see the blaze 'Cause I need to be something more than ashes someday It won't be easy, but I'll make it, I believe Like one, two, three
4.
Child 05:39
I don't know anything anymore I thought I was strong I thought I stood so tall I guess I was wrong 'Cause I've been staring out through fog-ridden windows Stealing glances over stone cold walls Watching lovers walking hand-in-hand down rain-slick streets And laughing as they fall As a child, I took pride in bumps and bruises I wore my battle wounds on my sleeves with a smile But children grow old, toughen up, and wounds scab over And it is harder to love when you're trying to survive I've spent my whole life aiming never to be broken But I'm in pieces underneath my skin And I'm not calling out for somebody to come and pry me open I just want to let somebody in I've been starving my body out of spite Purposely vanishing At the heart of it, I just wanted to be missed Or valued for who I am And not what I can do to help As a child, I took pride in bumps and bruises I wore my battle wounds on my sleeves with a smile But children grow old, toughen up, and wounds scab over And it is harder to love when you're trying to survive I've spent my whole life aiming never to be broken But I'm in pieces underneath my skin And I'm not calling out for somebody to come and pry me open I just want to let somebody in As a child, I took pride in bumps and bruises I wore my battle wounds on my sleeves with a smile But children grow old, toughen up, and wounds scab over And if you've got no one to love, no one cares if you survive As a child, I tried to keep everyone happy And I lost time and time again But I am grown now, and I am begging you to hear me 'Cause my walls are down, and I think I'm caving in As a child, I took pride in bumps and bruises I wore my battle wounds on my sleeves with a smile But children grow old, toughen up, and wounds scab over And it is harder to love when you're trying to survive I've spent my whole life aiming never to be broken But I'm in pieces underneath my skin So I will take these jagged rocks and I will build a new foundation I just want to let somebody in
5.
No steps by the back porch No mat by the door The key taped to the fenceposts don't Fit the locks anymore The ivy's amassed over pretty Austin stone Get past the long grass, you could make this house a home This town feels like a city These roads never sleep Stars shine like skyscrapers Ambitious and pristine Each field yields more wheat than the one before And even the trees want to rule the world CHORUS Just keep holding on Just keep looking up Each kid gets a free ride Each man gets a gun You can learn how to shoot it Or let it rip you apart Each villain's a victim in someone else's eyes Perfection's a level; you have to learn to rise CHORUS Just keep holding on Just keep looking up This world is going to break you if you don't fight back This world is going to break you if you don't fight back This world is going to break you if you don't fight back This world is going to make you This world is going to make you CHORUS Just keep holding on Just keep looking up
6.
Still 04:39
I want to be 85 with you Rocking chairs on creaking porches Knitting needles, angry nurses And you laughing all the while I want to be 29 together On the phone in stormy weather Plane delays and travel sweaters And you still can make me smile When we're old, we'll put our dentures in a jar beside the sink In the place where that old mug with our two brushes used to be And I'll laugh about the way you still look pretty without teeth 'Cause your shiny gums are perfect to me CHORUS I don't know where life's gonna go But I'll go along with you And I don't know what the future holds But I'll hold onto you When the mountains and the distance stand between us like a fence I hope you know I'm still with you Be with me at 37 Two young kids and one more coming Minivans, golden retrievers We're statistics; we won't mind And since I'll be allergic to the grass, you'll mow the lawn But I'll help you plant the trees that our three children can climb on They'll balance on those branches and reach higher every dawn Because you make mornings beautiful to me CHORUS I don't know where life's gonna go But I'll go along with you And I don't know what the future holds But I'll hold onto you When the mountains and the distance stand between us like a fence I hope you know I'm still with you When I was five, I drew a lover with my dreams And you're nothing like the picture, but you feel like the real thing Come on, be with me tomorrow When I cry, just hold me closer We've been broken, cracks still show But we'll be fine When you're in pieces, I can help you realign I can hold you while you heal, and we will be We will be all right CHORUS I don't know where life's gonna go But I'll go along with you And I don't know what the future holds But I'll hold onto you When the mountains and the distance stand between us like a fence I hope you know I'm still with you

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released December 21, 2013

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Emmeline Dallas, Texas

Emmeline is a pint-sized singer-songwriter from Dallas, TX who writes folk-pop music for people who think and feel deeply. Crave a rainy afternoon, a good book, a long drive, or a good, cozy corner? This music is for you.

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